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I think, I am still alive!

calendar November 6, 2020

Do you know what hell is? It’s when it hurts but you have no money to buy a painkiller, when you are hungry, but there is no food, when you are thirsty but there is no one to give you water! This is hell! And also the understanding that nothing will ever change… Life will never become better for Khatuna Gvenetadze! She is holding on with her last strength.

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At 33, she had a stroke, now she is 47. She does not remember when she bought medications and took rehabilitation course for the last time. “Five or six years ago,” she says. – What difference does it make, it won’t be better for me anyway… “

Her right hand does not work at all, and she can hardly move her leg. Doctors scold her, saying that she should not ruin herself by not taking drugs. But they have no answer how she can get those vital drugs, with what money. Khatuna has already got used to it … She has got used to not being a full-fledged person, she wanted to be.

Sometimes days go by while she is lying in bed so as not to freeze. There is no one to talk to her. She doesn’t even have a TV to drown out the hellish silence. She loudly speaks to herself to make herself feel alive: “Come on, Khatuna, we have to live one more day … Everything will be okay, keep your chin up, you are still alive!”

Khatuna: I had a stroke at the age of 33. I was very young, full of strength … But everything collapsed in an instant! All plans, all dreams …

I have not always been this weak and lonely. My happy childhood smoothly turned into a happy family life. It was fun, happy, warm and beautiful … The only thing that darkened my life with my husband was that we had no children. We lived together for nine years, then problems began, mistrust of each other, jealousy, scandals … We divorced.

If someone wise had told me then that soon I would become sick and lonely, that I would live in a dump like this, maybe I would have behaved differently. Maybe I would be more tolerant, would be ready to forgive more, would not be nervous over trifles … Because the main thing in life is health and love! The only thing you need to worry about is that everyone is healthy and that people you love are around.

– Khatuna, what do you live on now?

Khatuna: My pension of 250 GEL plus 60 GEL of social allowance – that’s my total income. I pay 150 GEL for rent and 80 GEL to the bank. I took a loan to buy medications one year ago. So, 80 GEL is left per month. This should be enough for everything! I’ve got used to eat little food, I can get by with two pieces of bread and some tea per day. In summer, this amount is almost enough, because there I don’t have to pay for utilities. The neighbors treat me with tomatoes or apples from time to time. But in winter … Sometimes I can’t get out of my bed for weeks, because of the cold! And I can’t heat the room! Although it is small, it does not get warm. That’s why I can’t buy medications… What medications? Bread is my medication. I haven’t bought anything for five years, I can’t even afford a painkiller

– Khatuna, do you remember how the stroke happened? What could have caused it?

Khatuna: I had a small grocery store, I earned my living and helped my parents. It all happened because of a nervous stress. My husband left me, my younger sister was diagnosed with cancer, I got nervous because of a friend of mine, and suddenly in 2006 I collapsed right in my store. It was difficult to recover after that. I spent two years lying motionless. My mother looked after me. It was not easy for her to turn me over, I could not even get up a bit. I realized that this could not continue any longer! I was 33 then. I was very young! I clasped the icon of the Mother of God to heart, asking Her to give me the strength to move independently. You can call it a miracle, but I started getting better. I was able to get up, then quietly move around the room with crutches. So, my friends, do not stop relying on God and believing in miracles!

– Khatuna, can I look into your fridge? What do you eat for 80 GEL per month?

Khatuna: Fridge? Are you kidding? It’s a cupboard. Be careful, don’t harm yourself. Here I’ve got some tomato paste, mayonnaise, milk, but it has gone off… Hopefully I will not get poisoned. I’ve got tkemali, margarine, everything you can spread on a piece of bread. I am alone, I don’t need lots of things. If someone brings me food, I feel rather awkward… I tell them, that if they want to help me, then they’d better help hungry children next time! I don’t have my own kids, but I adore children! When I find out that someone is starving, I want to die. You know, I’m already used to eating bread alone, but what about children?

– I even know what you are dreaming about. It’s probably a fridge and a TV.

Khatuna: Oh, yes! I need a fridge. My food just goes bad. Therefore, I have been buying only mayonnaise and ketchup for months. And TV is a luxury, you don’t have to spend money on it.

– When you’re alone with your thoughts, do you think about the worst?

Khatuna: No, no … If thoughts of death come into my mind, I drive them away with prayers or start remembering my student years, my childhood – how good it was then. Mom, dad, my three sisters! I was the oldest among them. We played together! After graduating from school, I entered university. I studied a very fashionable major then – EC. Do you know what it is? Electronic computers. It was interesting, indeed. But then I changed my profession abruptly and became a nurse! I realized that I got along with people better than with technology.

– Khatuna, you have a lot of plush toys on the wall. Why?

Khatuna: They are my friends. They brighten my loneliness. It may seem silly to someone, but I talk to them. God forbid anyone to experience loneliness and weakness. Believe me, only death is worse than that. Or maybe vice versa? Who knows?

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Dear friends! Saying that Khatuna is in need – is just saying nothing. There is such pain behind her cheerful voice and seeming optimism, that it cannot be expressed by words. Maybe you can explain how a 47-year-old woman can survive on 80 laris a month? How can she withstand loneliness, hunger, and illness?

You know, she will be very glad if you just call her and talk to her, if you just cheer her up with your kind words. Khatuna will be happy if you visit her!

Her address is: Tblisi Ts. Dadiani, #107, phone: 555 94 40 11.

Let’s not stay indifferent to the troubles of this young woman, let’s show her our mercy and care, let’s all of us help her with whatever we can, with all love and mercy we have! Unfortunately, no one is immune from loneliness and illness.

Please repost that, so that as many people as possible learn about the troubles of Khatuna Gvenetadze!

Friends, there is one more request – if you know about the misfortune of a neighbor or friend do a godly deed, drop us an email at: office-fsp@fsp.ge

Our Fund’s accounts are:

#GE15TB7194336080100003

#GE42LB0115113036665000

#GE64BG0000000470458000

(purpose: Khatuna Gvenetadze)

You can also transfer money from our website.

It is also possible to transfer money from ОРРА, TBCpay and ExpressPay terminals. (You can read more about rights and responsibilities of the Fund following the link https://goo.gl/GY2Gus ).

 One call saves life – 0901 200 270.

Am I back to life?

Khatuna, 47, does not remember the last time she smiled so happily.

“Thanks to you, I have friends and a reason to live… A lot of people called me, and everyone tried to support me!” – says the woman, hardly believing that all this is happening to her. Over the endless years of loneliness, she almost forgot what it feels like when people are caring about you.

After we have published a post about her, her humble dwelling became filled with comfort, and her eyes started to shine with happiness!

“Now I have a refrigerator, medications, and even more… I no longer talk to myself, because now I have a TV!”

This fragile woman had to endure so much grief, she went through so many hardships, she spent so many years in exhausting silence… But our empathy and love for our neighbor worked a miracle in Khatuna’s life.

“I start to believe in my recovery, that I will soon be able to stand on my own feet, start working and will help people as you do.”

And we too believe in this, Khatuna! All together, under the merciful gaze of the Lord, we can heal and resurrect!

Before publication  After publication

   – Khatuna, how did your life change after we have published an article about you?

  Khatuna: My mornings start with a prayer for you and your readers, I ask that the Lord always bless you. After the publication my life changed dramatically. When you visited me for the first time and asked what I needed the most, I was embarrassed to ask for anything, since there are many hungry children in our country. But then I overpowered myself and asked you for fridge and medications. And now, thanks to you, I have a refrigerator, medications, and even more… (She shed a tear.) I no longer talk to myself, because I have a TV, and even that is not all – I have a new oven, iron, bed linen… But the most important thing is that I am no longer alone, thanks to you I have friends and the reason to live… Many thanks to you – I will pray for all of you every day.

  – Would you like to single out someone of your new friends?

  Khatuna: After your publication, I started receiving many calls – from both ordinary people and various organizations. Everyone tried to support me. You know, after many years of loneliness, these calls became the greatest gift for me and the most powerful medication. I have already started to believe in my recovery, that I will soon be able to get on my both feet, start working and helping people, just like you do.

   – Who did you remember the most? Do you remember their names?

  Khatuna: Of course, I do, and I pray for all of them. I would like to especially thank Nino Keburia – she gave me a real New Year, and also Manana, a journalist for Radio Liberty. I would like to express my special gratitude to the staff of Caritas, who, after reading your post, started helping me in any way they can. You and your readers have become dear to me – thank you for becoming a family for me.

  – Was there any respond to your problems from the local authorities? Did they somehow react on our post?

  Khatuna: Yes. They responded to your publication – the social service representatives contacted me and now I get a daily ration at the social canteen. Many thanks to them!

   – What does this support and help mean to you?

  Khatuna: During the years of loneliness, I somehow learned how to survive with almost nothing. Yes, I used to survive, and now, thanks to your support, I feel that I am living, that I am not alone. I made a lot of new friends – dealing with everyday routine became much easier to me thanks to your help and your gifts – my room changed a lot and became cozy. And most importantly, I am no longer afraid to wake up alone in the morning with a bunch of problems… I know, I am sure that I am not alone, and it was your Fund and your numerous friends that gave me this confidence. God bless you!

  – Maybe you have more problems that our readers can help you to solve?

  Khatuna: I am embarrassed to answer this question after all that you have done for me, especially since I know that so many people need help too… But I would still like to ask you one more thing. Caritas can provide me with a free rehabilitation massage course, but they need to see the results of my brain CT scan for that. I would like to ask you to help me with taking this examination. I want once again to thank everyone, who responded to your post, may God bless you! I am happy that I have you. Thank you!

  Friends, thanks to everyone who helped Khatuna Gvenetadze. I hope that we will keep supporting this brave woman because she still has many problems. We have a chance to bring back her health to her and the possibility to live a full life. Khatuna needs to be examined – to have a brain CT scan – she will be grateful for any help.

  We manage to do a lot of good deeds together, but I still want to ask everyone once again: please, read our posts, tell your friends about them. Do not pass by other people’s grief, because there are only three really worthy things in this life, and these are not “plant a tree, build a house and raise a son.” The first one – is to help the one who needs help, the second is to protect the one who is defenseless, and most importantly, to give hope to the one who has lost it!

If you have a heavy heart because of everyday problems or unresolved issues, as a distraction just see our posts on Facebook, or better dial the number of any of our beneficiaries. Call them and you will forget about your problems. Because they are nothing in comparison with the problems of those to whom you opened your good heart and came to help in the most difficult moment of their life.

Our problems are noting if compared… Here are true misfortunes, in front of your eyes! Just thank the Lord for what you have. You are the happiest person in the world! Remember this and help those in need.

Unfortunately, problems of this and other families do not end here and now… Therefore, from time to time, look through the stories of unhappy people on our website, talk to them. Every time you dial the Phone of an unhappy person, God is blessing you! For sure! Go on helping these families! This is the best service to the Lord!

Your kindness is a chance for yourself to be happy in everything!

Friends, thanks again to all!

Our Fund’s accounts are:

#GE15TB7194336080100003

#GE42LB0115113036665000

#GE64BG0000000470458000

(purpose: Khatuna Gvenetadze).

You can also transfer money from our website:

https://chernovetskyifund.ge/en/projects/finished/650-gvenetadze.

It is also possible to transfer money from ОРРА, TBCpay and ExpressPay terminals. Find our Fund under “Charity” section (You can read more about rights and responsibilities of the Fund following the link https://goo.gl/GY2Gus).

One call saves life – 0901 200 270.

Let’s believe that helping others, we take care of our own souls and draw closer to Lord through the suffering that we share with others!

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